Angel Brought Me Here.
Well,first of all,pardon me and forgive me if i sneak past through this blog.
Let me introduce myself.My name Mohammed Shahrizam will be turning TWENTY this year.
Let me have a quick share how and who am i to this space.
Let me introduce myself.My name Mohammed Shahrizam will be turning TWENTY this year.
Let me have a quick share how and who am i to this space.
It started 2 years back where i studied in ITE BEDOK.And there is this stranger who approached to me and try to be friendly and somehow sacarstic.
I was looking for a school uniform and there was this guy came to me and asked me
"hey,kau buat ape?"
"aku nak beli uniform ar"
And i thought he will help me but......
"oh kau pergi ar sane cari kat belakang" and walk off...hmmmm
K,after sometimes knowing in the campus,we've been friends and became best buddy.
The person im refering to is KHAIS.
Its been a long way from ITE until now,had struggles between the days especially on projects n stuff.But no matter what happen true friendship will never end with a mistake done.Until now
The True Friendship is still on hand.And thanks for being my best buddy bro!
Now, he is like my lil brother which i never had in my life.And thanks to everything, angel brought me into this family which im gonna talk MORE step by step.
Now, he is like my lil brother which i never had in my life.And thanks to everything, angel brought me into this family which im gonna talk MORE step by step.
I start to step in the door in this family after a week of 13th September 07.That was the time when Me and khais went to friday prayers weekly at An-nur Moqsue.After prayers i went to khais house to have a short visit.It was school holiday btw.Just to keep him accompany and cheer him up in school n off school.
When Did i 1st overnight at 504 ?
The night i and khais went out to MAKAN at BREEKS and i got no bus left from town.
Went towards North of singapore and im stuck at Woodlands.So that was the day i first stay out at 504.
There are many things happen around until that moment.
On 15th August 2008,was a sad day for me in school coz only me and khais was in school and some other chinese friends.None of our besties were around to celebrate my BIG DAY.
On 16th August 2008,before I was out to Esplanade.At Khais house,
CIK KAMISAH( before) told me that she was sorry that she have nothing for me on my bdae.
Then she asked me,do i want a present from her? she said that
"nie present BESAR punye"
That was the day the year the hour,i had a true GOD-mother.I was speechless and thankful that,the present given is such a memorable one that couldn't be vanish from this world.
Up to date,Cik kamisah is now i called MAMA.
From there,i'm involving alot of activities that happen in the familys including outings and some other days.Here are the pics that i wanna share with the SHEHKUramli's family.
A night @ KTM singapura.
When Did i 1st overnight at 504 ?
The night i and khais went out to MAKAN at BREEKS and i got no bus left from town.
Went towards North of singapore and im stuck at Woodlands.So that was the day i first stay out at 504.
There are many things happen around until that moment.
On 15th August 2008,was a sad day for me in school coz only me and khais was in school and some other chinese friends.None of our besties were around to celebrate my BIG DAY.
On 16th August 2008,before I was out to Esplanade.At Khais house,
CIK KAMISAH( before) told me that she was sorry that she have nothing for me on my bdae.
Then she asked me,do i want a present from her? she said that
"nie present BESAR punye"
That was the day the year the hour,i had a true GOD-mother.I was speechless and thankful that,the present given is such a memorable one that couldn't be vanish from this world.
Up to date,Cik kamisah is now i called MAMA.
From there,i'm involving alot of activities that happen in the familys including outings and some other days.Here are the pics that i wanna share with the SHEHKUramli's family.
A night @ KTM singapura.
EIDORA WAS BORN!
I've been waiting for KAK EZAN to deliver her first child since she was 4 months pregnant.
Until the day she gave birth to EIDORA, i was excited coz i never had any of "ANAK SEDARA"
in my life. And khais mention to me that, just treat his niece and nephew just like mine.
Thanks for that:)
And now i have kids around my waist calling me ....MAMAN ZAM!!! hehehe
Eidora first smile.
Barnie @ Rifans 1st birthday Party.
Thanks to KAK SALLYN who give Qhazam oppurtunity to be part of the organization to put up a musical show.We had a great time n experience back then..:)
Thanks to KAK SALLYN who give Qhazam oppurtunity to be part of the organization to put up a musical show.We had a great time n experience back then..:)
LABRADOR OVERNIGHT
A DAY BEFORE RAMADHAN 08.
ok people..do it your own way!!
Lets have some feel...even eidora is having the mood.hehe
Lets IT since tmr is RAMADHAN!!
SNAP @ KEDAI KAIN, to shop textile for Hari Raya
I had similiar Baju Raya as Khais n Abg Haiqal.
THanks to MAMA n Abg Haiqal.
(speechless)
POSING OF THE YEAR!!
HARI RAYA 08 EVE
Well,2008 ramadhan is one of the exciting one coz i had double parties to celebrate.
For this one,its been honoured to showcase something to this house where i and khais had revamp the house to a modern look!!
For this one,its been honoured to showcase something to this house where i and khais had revamp the house to a modern look!!
KAK EZAN preparing the dishes,and look so sad coz she was not able to watch SALAM LEBARAN..hehehe
MAIRA's weaving KETUPATS.
I also able to make one after learning from them.
The next Generations...hope to see MORE! hehe
These are the kids who call me MAMAM ZAM!
I love being in this corner
I also able to make one after learning from them.
The next Generations...hope to see MORE! hehe
These are the kids who call me MAMAM ZAM!
I love being in this corner
BEFORE N AFTER
HARI RAYA 2008 @ ZAM house.
This is the day i've been waiting for.Never in my life i get to celebrate Hari Raya like this mood.Im touched and at the same time excited that went out to raya,AND THE MOST thing i like is...BOTH FAMILIES at SAME HOUSE!! hehehe... but sorry coz there was not enough seats for everyone.
Thanks for putting some joy and happiness raya'ing at my home.:)
Thanks for putting some joy and happiness raya'ing at my home.:)
KAK EZAN BIRTHDAY @ Coasta Sands Pasir Ris.
ABG NUR BIRTHDAY 2007.
LATE night news update.
A day @ East Coast Park.
Lovely family below a lovely evening sky,
Last but not least,i would like to take this time to thank every single one of you for making me from no one to someone. I really appreciate the things n care given from you.
And if i have done anything wrong or may have any bad feelings,please forgive me.
I just wanna say that im thankful to have such a great GOD-family.
I never seen a family like this where the love is so compact and i can feel the impact even though im just born. Hope i didn't make anyone upset or angry, i just wanna let my feelings out,the way i feel.This is the only space i can let my feelings out to every single one of SHEHKU's.
Enjoy and Be strong everyday!
assalamualaikum.
Late 2008
I plant a chilli seed to this EX pandan pot.
And now its growing so healthy and green.
if you do come,take a look at this plant.Is now so bushy and tall.
It will still grow and grow and hope will produce some chillies..hehehe
Just like this family, will still grow strong and healthily and produce more babies.
hehehehehehe......*joking*
And if i have done anything wrong or may have any bad feelings,please forgive me.
I just wanna say that im thankful to have such a great GOD-family.
I never seen a family like this where the love is so compact and i can feel the impact even though im just born. Hope i didn't make anyone upset or angry, i just wanna let my feelings out,the way i feel.This is the only space i can let my feelings out to every single one of SHEHKU's.
Enjoy and Be strong everyday!
assalamualaikum.
Late 2008
I plant a chilli seed to this EX pandan pot.
And now its growing so healthy and green.
if you do come,take a look at this plant.Is now so bushy and tall.
It will still grow and grow and hope will produce some chillies..hehehe
Just like this family, will still grow strong and healthily and produce more babies.
hehehehehehe......*joking*
Do Tag ok:)
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Zam
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Zam
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Well, its me, i'm his 2nd daughter and my name is Nor Hudah Bte Ramli. Married, of course with 3 kids!!!! Where shud i start..hmmmm...ya..definitely about our beloved dad!!!!
Really miss him so much!!! 'coz we are very close together n he's not like any other's father. He is very understanding, loving, responsible, concern n etc......although he nags a lot. I miss his nagging....singing and of course his hugs(although i'm married but i still hug n cuddle him like small kid.). Still remember he loves to sing baba loloi baba loloi....diambang soreh lah.....lagu nora(dipersimpangan dilemma).....and if we forgot to bring in our clothes inside, he will start singing 'matahari malam'......hahahaha....
When he had his 1st grandson, Rafdi, he 'makes new song' like this 'sayang yayi.....busuk yayi.....' even Af knows the song well and he remember till now. I still remember that if i'm not home by 10 pm, he will always called n if i gets home really late he will wait for me downstairs. Even when i married and that time i stayed with my in-law, he would still call me n asked how i'm doing. And its really touched me......:(
My abah(miss calling him abah) is easy to confide with n i really miss talking to him...without him everything seems quiet.......without his laughter..especially his jokes!
(Ya Allah, Kau lindungilah abahku, cucurilah rahmat keatas rohnya, jauhilah dia dari seksaan kubur, tempatkanlah dia disisi orang-orang yang soleh...Amin.........)
Abah.....semoga satu hari nanti kita akan bertemu lagi...............insyaallah....
Lastly, to all my siblings n my beloved mum... we have to be strong and stand together like before and make sure that we won't be apart no matter what......keep RAMLI'S PRIDE ALIVE!!!!!!
Luv
hudah....
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Good News...we just expanding our family with 2 additional member and altogether...7 little rascals ....(as wat he wants..he inspired to have a mini playground at home)....
This Ramadhan will be the 1st Year since his gone........His Memories still afresh....Till Now...He still the best person i love...no one will replace him...
Sign off....Sallyn.... (i miss him calling me "kak")
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Already a year u left us, during this blessed month of ramadhan..we hope n pray u are in good on god's hand..life have to go on without u around. There have been quite a rollercoaster in our family since u left but we overcome it cool n steady..Its difficult not having u around...we shall try...left only 2 weeks of fasting..time fly fast..soon we'll be celebrating Hari Raya..i don't think it will be the same..and I'm not looking forward to it...
some pics to share...
-signing off khais firdaus-
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Ku iringi doa untuk mu semoga di terima disisi Nya. Amin. Semoga roh mu tenteram bersemadi. Kebaikan, kesabaran, kemesraan, kelucuan dan macam-macam lagi tetap menjadi kenang-kenangan ku dan anak-anak mu, sayang.
Masih ku teringat pada January ’07 itu hari yang dikau jatuh sakit. Tak dapat ku bayang kan betapa remuk hati ku, orang yang aku paling sayangi mengidap penyakit yang ditakuti dan dibenci. Tapi aku cuba kuat kan diriku ini untuk menguat semangatnya untuk terus hidup. Walaupun doktor menyatakan peluang untuk hidup lama agak tipis. Aku tetap perjuangkan dirinya untuk hidup walaupun dengan memberinya semangat doa ikhlas ku dan pengorbanan ku sebagai isteri. Semoga Allah memperkenankan. Tetapi akhirnya Allah lagi menyayangi nya. Aku reda walaupun hati ku hancur bagai kaca terhempas ke batu.
Walau dalam masa keuzuran mu, sayang, kau tetap mahu aku disisimu sentiasa. Kekadang aku larikan diriku, rasa tak sampai hati melihat keadaan mu yang makin uzur, kurus dan mata mu yang makin kabur. Dan melihat keadaan hati ku semakin pilu. Pada setiap hari, setiap minit dan setiap saat tak akan ku lepaskan mu, aku dakap, aku peluk, aku manjakan mu dan melayan mu dengan penuh kasih sayang.
Disaat akhir mu, sempat aku membersihkan dirimu, siap berbedak dan berlosyen. Aku menatap dan kucup wajahnya walaupun dia dah tak nampak. Tapi sebelum itu, 3 hari lepas dia nampak diriku yang sedang menatap wajah nya. Betapa gembira hatiku hanya Allah sahaja yang mengetahui. Rupa-rupanya itu lah kali terakhir dia menatap wajahku ini. Disaat terakhir aku dapat tidur disisi mu sayang. Aku rasa dalam 2 jam aku disismu, aku tersadar dari tidur ku untuk bersiap untuk sahur. Pada masa itu ialah pemulaan bulan puasa. Disisiku lihat tubuh mu berbujur kaku, aku jadi bingung sekali. Aku gerakkan tubuhmu dan memanggil nama mu tapi...
Walaupun selama 9 bulan aku menjaga, merawat dan melayan mu rasa tak puas rasanya kau dah tinggalkan ku untuk selamanya. Selamat tinggal sayang semoga kita berjumpa diakhirat kelak. Amin.
-Kamisah Yusoff-
In Loving Memory Of,
Ramli Bin Osman,
A Father, A Husband
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Simply tag your options only once wif name included.
Simply tag your options only once wif name included.
I choose one of the song of your choices.
Thank You Sibs!
Sign Off,
Khais Firdaus Ramli
Thank You Sibs!
Sign Off,
Khais Firdaus Ramli
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Days and months have past but things still dun feel the same without him....
Last Sunday i held a prayer n invited all the family member both from my late father side n my mom... the ceremony went well but i knew that something was missing...i did not hear my father loud voice welcoming and entertaining the guests....sometime i feel its just not fair as tis is my first pregnancy n i can't share it with him like both my sis had....but lucky me mom show double attention so that i dun feel the emptiness so much.... whatever it is nobody can take his place n i dunn need tell the reason as both my sis n bro have said it all....all my prayers and al-fatihah for my late father...i always knew he is in good hand of ALLAH....
Time will heal the pain but the scar will always remain.....
till next time..chio...
p/s: R u happy kak long that i have already update the blog....will write again soon.
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