Inspire by Angel...13092007

Thanks for having You in me

2009-01-07T11:14:00.000-08:00

Angel Brought Me Here.

Well,first of all,pardon me and forgive me if i sneak past through this blog.
Let me introduce myself.My name Mohammed Shahrizam will be turning TWENTY this year.
Let me have a quick share how and who am i to this space.

It started 2 years back where i studied in ITE BEDOK.And there is this stranger who approached to me and try to be friendly and somehow sacarstic.
I was looking for a school uniform and there was this guy came to me and asked me
"hey,kau buat ape?"
"aku nak beli uniform ar"
And i thought he will help me but......
"oh kau pergi ar sane cari kat belakang" and walk off...hmmmm
K,after sometimes knowing in the campus,we've been friends and became best buddy.
The person im refering to is KHAIS.

Its been a long way from ITE until now,had struggles between the days especially on projects n stuff.But no matter what happen true friendship will never end with a mistake done.Until now

The True Friendship is still on hand.And thanks for being my best buddy bro!
Now, he is like my lil brother which i never had in my life.And thanks to everything, angel brought me into this family which im gonna talk MORE step by step.

I start to step in the door in this family after a week of 13th September 07.That was the time when Me and khais went to friday prayers weekly at An-nur Moqsue.After prayers i went to khais house to have a short visit.It was school holiday btw.Just to keep him accompany and cheer him up in school n off school.

When Did i 1st overnight at 504 ?
The night i and khais went out to MAKAN at BREEKS and i got no bus left from town.
Went towards North of singapore and im stuck at Woodlands.So that was the day i first stay out at 504.

There are many things happen around until that moment.
On 15th August 2008,was a sad day for me in school coz only me and khais was in school and some other chinese friends.None of our besties were around to celebrate my BIG DAY.
On 16th August 2008,before I was out to Esplanade.At Khais house,
CIK KAMISAH( before) told me that she was sorry that she have nothing for me on my bdae.
Then she asked me,do i want a present from her? she said that
"nie present BESAR punye"
That was the day the year the hour,i had a true GOD-mother.I was speechless and thankful that,the present given is such a memorable one that couldn't be vanish from this world.
Up to date,Cik kamisah is now i called MAMA.

From there,i'm involving alot of activities that happen in the familys including outings and some other days.Here are the pics that i wanna share with the SHEHKUramli's family.
A night @ KTM singapura.

EIDORA WAS BORN!
I've been waiting for KAK EZAN to deliver her first child since she was 4 months pregnant.
Until the day she gave birth to EIDORA, i was excited coz i never had any of "ANAK SEDARA"
in my life. And khais mention to me that, just treat his niece and nephew just like mine.
Thanks for that:)
And now i have kids around my waist calling me ....MAMAN ZAM!!! hehehe

Eidora first smile.

Barnie @ Rifans 1st birthday Party.
Thanks to KAK SALLYN who give Qhazam oppurtunity to be part of the organization to put up a musical show.We had a great time n experience back then..:)

LABRADOR OVERNIGHT

A DAY BEFORE RAMADHAN 08.

ok people..do it your own way!!

Lets have some feel...even eidora is having the mood.hehe

Lets IT since tmr is RAMADHAN!!

SNAP @ KEDAI KAIN, to shop textile for Hari Raya
I had similiar Baju Raya as Khais n Abg Haiqal.
THanks to MAMA n Abg Haiqal.
(speechless)

POSING OF THE YEAR!!

HARI RAYA 08 EVE

Well,2008 ramadhan is one of the exciting one coz i had double parties to celebrate.
For this one,its been honoured to showcase something to this house where i and khais had revamp the house to a modern look!!

KAK EZAN preparing the dishes,and look so sad coz she was not able to watch SALAM LEBARAN..hehehe

MAIRA's weaving KETUPATS.
I also able to make one after learning from them.

The next Generations...hope to see MORE! hehe
These are the kids who call me MAMAM ZAM!

I love being in this corner

BEFORE N AFTER

HARI RAYA 2008 @ ZAM house.

This is the day i've been waiting for.Never in my life i get to celebrate Hari Raya like this mood.Im touched and at the same time excited that went out to raya,AND THE MOST thing i like is...BOTH FAMILIES at SAME HOUSE!! hehehe... but sorry coz there was not enough seats for everyone.
Thanks for putting some joy and happiness raya'ing at my home.:)

KAK EZAN BIRTHDAY @ Coasta Sands Pasir Ris.

ABG NUR BIRTHDAY 2007.

LATE night news update.

A day @ East Coast Park.

Lovely family below a lovely evening sky,

Last but not least,i would like to take this time to thank every single one of you for making me from no one to someone. I really appreciate the things n care given from you.
And if i have done anything wrong or may have any bad feelings,please forgive me.
I just wanna say that im thankful to have such a great GOD-family.
I never seen a family like this where the love is so compact and i can feel the impact even though im just born. Hope i didn't make anyone upset or angry, i just wanna let my feelings out,the way i feel.This is the only space i can let my feelings out to every single one of SHEHKU's.
Enjoy and Be strong everyday!
assalamualaikum.

Late 2008
I plant a chilli seed to this EX pandan pot.
And now its growing so healthy and green.
if you do come,take a look at this plant.Is now so bushy and tall.
It will still grow and grow and hope will produce some chillies..hehehe
Just like this family, will still grow strong and healthily and produce more babies.
hehehehehehe......*joking*

Do Tag ok:)

Signout from
Zam

ITS ME.......HUDAH

2009-01-04T00:00:00.000-08:00

At last i get to post a blog.......ahak!!!! How long hav u all been waiting for me ha????? Sorry for the very late posting!!!!!! i know its been ages heheehee....

Well, its me, i'm his 2nd daughter and my name is Nor Hudah Bte Ramli. Married, of course with 3 kids!!!! Where shud i start..hmmmm...ya..definitely about our beloved dad!!!!

Really miss him so much!!! 'coz we are very close together n he's not like any other's father. He is very understanding, loving, responsible, concern n etc......although he nags a lot. I miss his nagging....singing and of course his hugs(although i'm married but i still hug n cuddle him like small kid.). Still remember he loves to sing baba loloi baba loloi....diambang soreh lah.....lagu nora(dipersimpangan dilemma).....and if we forgot to bring in our clothes inside, he will start singing 'matahari malam'......hahahaha....

When he had his 1st grandson, Rafdi, he 'makes new song' like this 'sayang yayi.....busuk yayi.....' even Af knows the song well and he remember till now. I still remember that if i'm not home by 10 pm, he will always called n if i gets home really late he will wait for me downstairs. Even when i married and that time i stayed with my in-law, he would still call me n asked how i'm doing. And its really touched me......:(

My abah(miss calling him abah) is easy to confide with n i really miss talking to him...without him everything seems quiet.......without his laughter..especially his jokes!

(Ya Allah, Kau lindungilah abahku, cucurilah rahmat keatas rohnya, jauhilah dia dari seksaan kubur, tempatkanlah dia disisi orang-orang yang soleh...Amin.........)

Abah.....semoga satu hari nanti kita akan bertemu lagi...............insyaallah....

Lastly, to all my siblings n my beloved mum... we have to be strong and stand together like before and make sure that we won't be apart no matter what......keep RAMLI'S PRIDE ALIVE!!!!!!

Luv

hudah....

2008-09-18T17:44:00.000-07:00

Hi..since long time i haven't got the chance to update this blog...well..many things happen in our family....The Ups and Downs is soo much pressure that we never had before.....Mayb it is a test from the "above"....I cannot blame on "it is fate"....but we got to accept wat had given...

Good News...we just expanding our family with 2 additional member and altogether...7 little rascals ....(as wat he wants..he inspired to have a mini playground at home)....

This Ramadhan will be the 1st Year since his gone........His Memories still afresh....Till Now...He still the best person i love...no one will replace him...

Sign off....Sallyn.... (i miss him calling me "kak")

Its Been A Year...

2008-09-17T00:12:00.000-07:00

Already a year u left us, during this blessed month of ramadhan..we hope n pray u are in good on god's hand..life have to go on without u around. There have been quite a rollercoaster in our family since u left but we overcome it cool n steady..Its difficult not having u around...we shall try...left only 2 weeks of fasting..time fly fast..soon we'll be celebrating Hari Raya..i don't think it will be the same..and I'm not looking forward to it...

some pics to share...

-signing off khais firdaus-

The wife, writes...

2008-02-27T08:20:00.000-08:00

Sejak 13hb September 2007 menjadi sejarah pahit bagiku. Tak ku sedari 5 bulan telah berlalu dengan pantasnya. Aku tak tahu bagaimana aku dapat menjalani hidup ini tanpa dirimu disisiku lagi. Kesepian, keseorangan, kehilangan, kesedihan, kerungsingan dan macam-macam lagi tak dapat ku ucapkan lagi.
Ku iringi doa untuk mu semoga di terima disisi Nya. Amin. Semoga roh mu tenteram bersemadi. Kebaikan, kesabaran, kemesraan, kelucuan dan macam-macam lagi tetap menjadi kenang-kenangan ku dan anak-anak mu, sayang.
Masih ku teringat pada January ’07 itu hari yang dikau jatuh sakit. Tak dapat ku bayang kan betapa remuk hati ku, orang yang aku paling sayangi mengidap penyakit yang ditakuti dan dibenci. Tapi aku cuba kuat kan diriku ini untuk menguat semangatnya untuk terus hidup. Walaupun doktor menyatakan peluang untuk hidup lama agak tipis. Aku tetap perjuangkan dirinya untuk hidup walaupun dengan memberinya semangat doa ikhlas ku dan pengorbanan ku sebagai isteri. Semoga Allah memperkenankan. Tetapi akhirnya Allah lagi menyayangi nya. Aku reda walaupun hati ku hancur bagai kaca terhempas ke batu.
Walau dalam masa keuzuran mu, sayang, kau tetap mahu aku disisimu sentiasa. Kekadang aku larikan diriku, rasa tak sampai hati melihat keadaan mu yang makin uzur, kurus dan mata mu yang makin kabur. Dan melihat keadaan hati ku semakin pilu. Pada setiap hari, setiap minit dan setiap saat tak akan ku lepaskan mu, aku dakap, aku peluk, aku manjakan mu dan melayan mu dengan penuh kasih sayang.
Disaat akhir mu, sempat aku membersihkan dirimu, siap berbedak dan berlosyen. Aku menatap dan kucup wajahnya walaupun dia dah tak nampak. Tapi sebelum itu, 3 hari lepas dia nampak diriku yang sedang menatap wajah nya. Betapa gembira hatiku hanya Allah sahaja yang mengetahui. Rupa-rupanya itu lah kali terakhir dia menatap wajahku ini. Disaat terakhir aku dapat tidur disisi mu sayang. Aku rasa dalam 2 jam aku disismu, aku tersadar dari tidur ku untuk bersiap untuk sahur. Pada masa itu ialah pemulaan bulan puasa. Disisiku lihat tubuh mu berbujur kaku, aku jadi bingung sekali. Aku gerakkan tubuhmu dan memanggil nama mu tapi...
Walaupun selama 9 bulan aku menjaga, merawat dan melayan mu rasa tak puas rasanya kau dah tinggalkan ku untuk selamanya. Selamat tinggal sayang semoga kita berjumpa diakhirat kelak. Amin.

-Kamisah Yusoff-

In Loving Memory Of,

Ramli Bin Osman,

A Father, A Husband

What Song To Post...?

2008-01-08T08:02:00.000-08:00

Groove The Blog

Give me some options of songs to be brought up to this blog.
Simply tag your options only once wif name included.

I choose one of the song of your choices.

Thank You Sibs!

Sign Off,
Khais Firdaus Ramli

2008-01-08T02:46:00.000-08:00

haarlow!!!!tis my 1st time writing e blog...heheheheh well i'm the 3rd daughter, Ezani....

Days and months have past but things still dun feel the same without him....
Last Sunday i held a prayer n invited all the family member both from my late father side n my mom... the ceremony went well but i knew that something was missing...i did not hear my father loud voice welcoming and entertaining the guests....sometime i feel its just not fair as tis is my first pregnancy n i can't share it with him like both my sis had....but lucky me mom show double attention so that i dun feel the emptiness so much.... whatever it is nobody can take his place n i dunn need tell the reason as both my sis n bro have said it all....all my prayers and al-fatihah for my late father...i always knew he is in good hand of ALLAH....

Time will heal the pain but the scar will always remain.....

till next time..chio...
p/s: R u happy kak long that i have already update the blog....will write again soon.

2007-12-08T01:34:00.000-08:00

haiz.. i also thinking of daddy too!
I miss his snuggles when he sleep with me..
i miss his beard kiss!
i miss sleeping with him..
i miss the way he carry me around eventhough i can walk..
i miss his handkercheif was placed at my head when it's raining..
i miss his jokes..
i miss the song he sings to me..
i miss the way he fan me when i'm hot..
i miss the way he cheer me up when mom or bros or sis disturb me..
He was like my laughing machine..i love him soo much!
he also protect me from mummy hit me with hanger..=)
w/o him..something wasn't right..
We have to accept this..

signing Out~~~
Nor Umairasyikin Namira Bte Rrrramli

2007-12-05T22:51:00.000-08:00

Hi All,
Me the eldest of 6 children...
my name was combined between my mama and abah...
"Sah" from my mama - Kamisah
"Li" from my abah - Ramli
Dat's why ppl call me Sali....to be more glamour Sallyn...hahhahaha...
Me and abah got the same personality...
Both of us have alphabet "G" behind our i/c no....
Both of us is A+ Blood Group
we both like to clean house.....
we both like cencalok, petai, salted fish...
we both like watch animal documetary....
we both like to nag like old lady..hahhaha...
we both like to help ppl in need......
we both like to try good food
we both forgiving......
we love to play solitaire....
we love swim
So many sweet memories of him....he was such dearie....one in the million dad i ever had...
we are so connected to him,....even now...we can't ease him in our memory...

If you were here...i wanna share my achievement with you....i'm sure you will support me 110% in watever i do.....u gave me strength to go thru' all the hardship...u inspire me, Abah...I will never forget you forever..................................

from ur 1st child/daughter/mother of ur 1st grandson......

Misses..

2007-12-03T04:55:00.000-08:00

Helo Khais Firdaus here, the 5th child.

in a sudden, the miss come again..
dunno y, hope to be remembered..

i miss watching wrestling wif him,
miss getting scolded by him,
i miss his goofyness wen returning home after work,
i miss he calling me wen im at work,
i miss his singing,
i miss he bringing the family out for dinner,
i miss his cooking,
i miss his sarcasm,
i miss him fetching me from sch,
i miss riding moto bike wif him,
i miss going to prayers wif him,
i miss his console wen im down,
i miss his caring n responsible attitude towards me n my siblings and my mother,
i miss seeing him,
i miss his hardworking-ness,
i miss the night sight in the van, he driving us ard,
i miss his fake tooth :) ,
i miss his afternn naps,
i miss watching him driving,
i miss he buying me stuff,
i miss his prayers,
i miss he taking care of the family,
i miss having him ard,
i miss joking wif him,
i miss he stood up for me,
i miss his snores,

There's more i miss i just can't put in words. I just miss him so very much!
Hope he is safe in god's hand...i love him so very much, i have to carry on w/o him..
i will pray for him every single day..

signing off,
Khais Firdaus Ramli

2007-11-15T02:51:00.000-08:00

weehooo!!
update already!! kak sallyn got $$$$..treat me leh...i was wondering to perm my hair...hahahaha! =P whee~ can't wait for Af to perform ..yeayea!! kak ezan says she want to post...but she's lazy..haiz..

Poem!

A mother is special.

She's as soft and graceful as a butterfly,

yet as strong and courageousas a grizzly bear.

Her heart is large enough to hold everyone's pain and joy.

Her hands are always gentle and soothing.

Her arms are always warm and tender.

She works hard to make ahome feel like home,

and she strives to make life pleasant and comfortable for those she loves.

She never fails to go that extra mile to make the holidays happy and memorable.

Her job is the most difficult and demanding ever known to any human being,

yet she's fully dedicated to the task.

She's always there for her family,

guiding them and keeping them safe from harm.

She owns a magical way to raise spirits and make everything feel better.

And her sympathy, unselfishness and forgiveness are unending.

All that anyone is or could ever hope to be can be attributed to a mother.

She in stills the teachings that will last a lifetime.

She sows the seeds of virtue and morality,

and in the process,

she opens up love and vast horizons.

She's always watching and hoping that her children's goals will have meaning.

She always listens and tries to understand even when it's difficult to do so.

She's a true friend in every sense of the word.

She's noble and sublime,

and holds all the beauty of a golden day,

yet even during the storms,

she always shines bright like an evening star.

Her name should be honored well,

for she's the closest thing to God on earth.

This is for our dear mum.. go http://www.passionup.com/ it's all bout poem..

signing out..Umairasyikin Namira!

2007-11-15T01:06:00.000-08:00

HI....time to update...well now life becoming more challenging..cos...i'd get promoted and big $$$ coming ups...hahhaha..so my dearly sibz...dun ask me $$$ hahhaha...wait till i say i wanna treat u all then can talk....
my days at work...is reeli crazy rite now...now and then...i always talk to myself facing the wall dat has pix of Abah and me...me like consoling myself to him...arrhhh..until my collegue tot me gone crazy...well wat past is past...life still going on....

Now...where is my fellows ADIK2 Ku...ckp nak update...habok pon takde...KAKAK MARAH TAU@!!!!!

Ciao Cin Ciao....KAK SALLYN

Pic Post on Blog

2007-11-13T23:48:00.000-08:00

WEI!! Pic uploaded at the top of the page..dun like it tell me Asap..
Hav fun blogging!
Bye2!
Signing off,
Khais Firdaus

2007-11-04T21:50:00.000-08:00

abah's birthday........................28 Aug.............

**Remember his last birthday cake..with his daily cup of organic water......

Abah we love you sooo much.....from ur doting dotters and suns.....

2007-11-04T18:54:00.001-08:00

Helo!
I'm the REAL doting daughter in the family because i'm the youngest..haha! Kidding only..Thank u Kak sallyn for the idea to make this blog..haha. appreaciate it alot..On Saturday, is our dear Kak Ezan Birthday..wat can i give her?? hemm....Shh!
Nothing to write here...as u noe
Chao!

Nor Umairasyikin Namira Bte Ramli a.k.a Cute ones...hahahahahahahh!

Doting Daughter.....

2007-11-04T18:00:00.000-08:00

Yesterday is very tiring day for me...after attending the wedding lunch at my couz place...back home preparing food for my aunts and unckles to drop by since i stay near wif my couz....@ the wedding lunch...i alwaes feel "someone" is ard...well i dun want to think something else..

Kak Sallyn

Launched.....7nov2007

2007-11-03T10:11:00.000-07:00

Hi...we launched our first ever joined-together blog...as sibling..there's too many ups and downs in the family....the happy and sad moment that we dearly want to share invisiblity wif all ppls ard...As you noe..our dearest dad...just left us forever and this doesn't mean it break our ties or we lead to our own life....Abah gives us strength of wat future is meant....his role moral....stay alive in our living rite now...all his advise, his loving, his kindness, responsible, his memory will never be forgotten....

Now, we are here to share our dream and future....

This tribute to you, Abah...we love you sooo much...you are our Inspired Angel...forever...

Alfatihah..Amin....